November has for the past five years been typically hard for me.  It leads up to my sober anniversary on December 6th. This year marks five years clean. I’ve gone through a roller coaster of emotions in Novembers past, but this year I would very much like it to be different. I have two new leads on jobs and a stable Tuesday night meeting.  I wanna think things are looking up right on time for the new year. Anywho, in case things don’t change for me I want to be in the right mindset. I want to be positive.  I have many things to be grateful for. And I’m more than excited for a trip home to NY for Thanksgiving. Happy November!